I am wondering at this very moment if you are thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.
Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended.
I get up each morning hoping,…
—“That would be…that would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for.”
"How beautiful would it be to find someone who’s in love with your mind."
March 31 2014 10:29
Thank you old me for posting your feelings. Guess what? He already found me. I can’t explain the feeling. God, you are so great. Oh such words i couldn’t express. I will forever serve you and your people.
Dec 13. Friday.
Hi soulmate. And i thought of you again. I wonder how are you now? I’m quite fine. Getting better after a revelation that was a blessing in disguise. I thank the Lord for it ended in time.
I know, it’ll be soon. I’ll soon meet you in God’s most perfect time. :)
Goooodbye. Prophecy revealed. Everything was just infatuation. I am freeing my mind with my thoughts of you. And i am going back to the state of being blank.
"Alas…I too have known love, that ruler of hearts, that soul of our soul: it’s never brought me anything except one kiss and twenty kicks in the rump. How could such a beautiful cause produce such an abominable effect on you?"
"With reference to a human being, one must cultivate inner beauty, the beauty of the soul. Otherwise, the more ornaments are put on, the more ugliness of one’s nature is revealed."
When i reached my 26th or 27th year, i know i’ll get marrried. I have a crazy gut feeling. I know we’ll get together soon my future love. Don’t know who you are but i’m excited. I am praying for you and dreaming of our future family. :)
When will this feeling end? I want this to stop but i just don’t know how to. If this will turn out as i expected, i will tolerate this on-and-off game. But if not, let it die a natural death.